i am,
outside,
i am

pay no mind to how i see this
pay no mind to what i'm feeling now
turn it around
follow the lesser i won't break down
i'm staying in tonight
i don't need the insight

i am,
outside,
i am

when you broke in you forgot to
strip me of all my value

pay no mind to how i see this
pay no mind to what i'm feeling now
turn it around
point with anger i'm to blame somehow

maybe i forgot to mention what it's like
to be free of total disrespect on sight
at last call i'm shut down

i forgot to explain the way
interaction in kind can leave a different taste
at last call i'm shut down

pay no mind to how i say this
pay now mind if i seem restless now
i'm through with this crowd
cower and question ask loud just how
i came to laugh at myself quietly
don't look to the ground
i won't be found
the lessons learned
i won't break down