[Intro: Random people talking]
I suffer from depression
Complete depression
Had it my whole life
I have had it so bad that uh...
I had anxiety
Been diagnosed with major depression
Lots of phobias, lots of fears
Anxiety, panic attacks
I had depression before, I didn`t think that
Depression could be so bad

[Verse 1:]
Sometimes it feels like the world`s on my shoulders
Everything around me closing in, it starts to grow colder
It`s like I`m sitting on death row and waitin` for conclusion
S**ts real f**ked up, my brains filled with much confusion
Do you know what it is to sit a 3am
With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin`
Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills
Cause the f**kin` rent`s due and you can`t pay bills
Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart
I`m talkin` rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart
Ten motherf**kin` seconds just from ending this s**t
Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit
Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin`
Sat a half an hour, just thinkin` of a better way
To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease
Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity

[Chorus:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it`s just a struggle even to survive
Dear please just wipe away the tears
I`ll be better off when I`m gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone

[Verse 2:]
So many reasons just to leave this f**kin` planet
Pressure gets to be so much, the way you just can`t stand it
People hatin`, credit problems, bitch be f**kin` your friends
A million reasons, circ**stances for your soul to transend
Nobody like me, I`m a loser, parents wish I was dead
I`m overweight, can`t get a date, I`ll turn my walls to red
I lock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen
I leave a bloody f**kin` mess out for my moms to clean
It`s to the point that I can`t stand it, I can`t even try to cope
And you don`t know me, you can`t help me, you can`t offer me no hope
It`s too late to try and stop it, I done lost the f**kin` war
I ain`t gonna write no f**kin` letter, leave my answers on the floor
I`m a do it I swear, don`t even think I`m even f**kin` lyin`
Nobody gonna remember me, nobody gonna be cryin`
All alone in my death like I was in life
Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight

[Chorus:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it`s just a struggle even to survive
Dear please just wipe away the tears
I`ll be better off when I`m gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone

[Bridge:]
You won`t miss me when I`m gone
(Flames risin`, flames risin`)
I know you did me so wrong
(Flames risin`)
[Gunshot]

[Chorus/Outro:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin`, flames risin`
Dear please just wipe away the tears
Flames risin`, flames risin`
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin`, flames risin`
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin`, flames risin`
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin`, flames risin`
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
Flames risin`, flames risin`