Drowning myself everynight.
Me vs Me,
it's always been my biggest fight.
I've been so confused for so long.

The answers always seem so far out of sight.
So, I fill it up, fill it up one more time,
when everything is wrong and things don't feel right.
I'm in a tunnel, but I can't see the light!

I just wanna feel love again,
so I can let you in.
I just wanna feel whole again.
I just wanna feel whole again.

Where is my self control?
Where is my self control?

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me.
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
And I have come so far, thought I was so strong.
The truth is, I just fed myself a lie for too long.

I never thought this would be me.

But now, I'm on the brink of self-destruction.
How could this happen to me?
I've never been the type to run from anything,
run from anything!

So sick and tired of wondering,
where I would have gone.
My mother didn't raise me to become this.
Where did I go wrong?

There is not much left of me.
I can't feel the ground beneath my feet.
There is not much left of me!

I let everyone around me down.
And now I'm at it, at the bottom of the bottle just to plug out the sound.
God, I need you now!

I've been thinking this could be the end of me.
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
And I have come so far, thought I was so strong.
The truth is, I just fed myself a lie for too long.

This is my vice, this is me weak.

I need to learn to erase this doubt.
I need your help to pull me out.
Sometimes I feel like I will never learn,
because the bottles always out when I have nowhere left to turn.

Will I ever learn?
Will I ever learn?

I take another sip,
the dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit.
This can't be all there is.

And I've been thinking this could be the end of me.
Who is this person in the mirror I see?
And I have come so far, thought I was so strong.
The truth is, I just fed myself a life for too long.

And the only one to blame is me.

Who have I become?
This is my desperate shout!
Pull me out! Pull me out!
God, I need you now!