So Brad, tell me what`s going on in your world?

It`s f**ked up, I`m looking at myself in the mirror
I`m seein` something scary, it`s slowly comin` clearer
I had a funny feeling that today will be the day
That someone tries to blow my motherf**kin` ass away

But hey, I`m running out of time to be blunt
I never had the nuts to make the motherf**kin` final cut
I`ve been depressed for no f**kin` reason
But every problem`s got a reason

I`m kinda havin` trouble breathin` somebody help me
Hear my plead, my battle cry, my psychic told me
That it`s gonna be hard for Brad to die
She told a lie, I think I oughtta shank the bitch

I got my pistol, thinking if I should shoot the s**t
Click, bang, I jammed it, I slammed it aw s**t, goddammit
I`m havin` a f**ked day to begin with
I lost a bitch, a bird, and then this

My homies tend to think I get too high
I`m doing fine, now pass me the formaldehyde
The only thing that seems to help me cope
Is when I`m drunker than a motherf**ker puffin` on the chronic smoke

And then I`m able to deal with the woes
The friends, the foes, the bitches, the hoes
I gotta gang of ni**ers, but none of them I`d f**k
I gotta gang of bitches, but none of them I`d trust

Trust a bitch, nope, uh, uh, never
I`m havin` too much trouble tryin` to keep my damn self together
They got me by the balls so please, help me
Break these motherf**kin`, these motherf**kin` walls

I scream, there`s no one there to hear me cry, I guess
It`s hard to scream, to motherf**kers when you scream inside
I see my future and it`s coming in in plain view
I blame myself, but mommy dear I blame you

`Cause the world was f**ked from the first
And havin` me only made the matters worse
Now look at what they did to me
That`s some f**ked up s**t for a kid to see

Motherf**kin` dealin` after dealin`, killin`
After killin`, I`m tryin` to check a million
The world`s going straight to f**kin` satan
A f**kin` shank`s about to blow my f**kin` brain

S**t, damn I`m dead, I`m finally through
Hearing all these voices in my head
Somebody finally got me, I`m looking at myself
Outside of my f**kin` body

So now I`m standing face to face
Mr. Scarface versus Mr. Scarface
We were two different people from the start
One ni**a`s too smart the other too f**kin` hard

We both refused to be outsmarted
Dearly departed, the battle`s already started
F**k it, it`s on, I duck, I weave, connect, oh s**t
I`m struck, caught me with the piercing lead

And realized to myself I shot my own f**kin` self
Damn, suicide is quicker
I try to break the wall, the wall keeps getting thicker
I really start to miss my mother

I try to climb the wall, it`s higher than a motherf**ker
I wondering what that sound is
I`m having major trouble tryin` to walk around it
There ain`t no getting up I`m trapped

I really should`ve dropped my motherf**kin` strap
`Cause when I think about it now
I shouldn`t have tried to climb the motherf**ker
I should`ve broke the motherf**ker down